So it's time to discuss a very strange recent discovery. I know it's really weird. Way too weird to be anything more than coincidence... but I needed something to blog about... right... so...
I've noticed that when I'm walking, specifically past a group of birds (which happen to fly around all over and land near by looking for food, etc) that depending on how I'm feeling I get a different response from them. Their natural response since I've been big enough to walk and notice the little birdies is that they fly away if anyone gets too close. But something odd I've noticed. When I'm walking and I think of you... well... their reactions change... Most of the time I'm walking.. trying not to think about how much I miss everything about you. In those cases... the little birdies fly away... like they feel something wrong in me... but to finally talk about my strange discovery...
When I walk by the little birdies... and I think about all the things of you that make me happy... primarily your smile... the birdies just don't fly away. Weird, I know... but it's true.
This isn't some kind of metaphor for anything. What I say means what I say.
I'm not saying there's something scientific or even mystical about it. It's just weird... It's not just a one time thing. It's happened every time I've gone out. I might as well have studied it full time.
But anyway... part of me thinks it's just more proof of what you do to me. You make me feel.... pure... I guess... pure, blissful joy. Even something as simple as your smile. I wonder if that happening in me has any kind of effect on the little birdies... Probably not... like I said... it's just too weird to be anything other than coincidence... but it never fails to get my attention. Happens every time... I could step on the winged beasties if I had a mind to. They don't fly away at all.
But I don't... birdies are nice.
Lazy...
I'm too lazy to add another song today... as well as too lazy to discuss what all the previous songs mean to me. Maybe later today. Or perhaps tomorrow xD
Song 7 - Yellowcard: Only One
"Only One"
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
Song 6 - Ryan Cabrera: True
"True"
I won't talk I won't breathe I won't move till you finally see That you belong with me You might think I don't look But deep inside the corner of my mind I'm attatched to you mmmm I'm weak, it's true Cause I'm afraid to know the answer Do you want me too? Cause my heart keeps falling faster [chorus] I've waited all my life to cross this line To the only thing that's true So I will not hide It's time to try anything to be with you All my life I've waited This is true You don't know what you do Everytime you walk into the room I'm afraid to move I'm weak, it's true I'm just scared to know the ending Do you see me too? Do you even know you met me? [Chorus] I've waited all my life to cross this line To the only thing thats true So I will not hide It's time to try anything to be with you All my life I've waited This is true I know when I go I'll be on my way to you The way that's true [chorus] I've waited all my life to cross this line To the only thing thats true So I will not hide It's time to try anything to be with you All my life I've waited
Song 5 - Lifehouse: You and Me
"You and Me"
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
Song 4 - Seether: Broken (feat. Amy Lee)
"Broken (feat. Amy Lee)"
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, here anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
[x2]
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, here anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
[x2]
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
Song 3 - Aladdin: A whole new world
I decided to go with the duet version of the lyrics.
"A whole new world"
ALADDIN:
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid.
Tell me princess, now when did you last
Let your heart decide?
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways, and under
On a magic carpet ride
A whole new world!
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming
JASMINE:
A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But, now, from way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you!
JASMINE:
Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world!
ALADDIN:
Don't you dare close your eyes
JASMINE:
A hundred thousand things to see
ALADDIN:
Hold your breath--it gets better!
BOTH:
I'm like a shooting star,
I've come so far
JASMINE:
I can't go back to where I used to be!
ALADDIN:
A whole new world!
With new horizons to pursue
BOTH:
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
ALADDIN:
Let me share this whole new world with you
Oh, oh...
JASMINE:
A whole new world!
ALADDIN:
A whole new world!
A new fantastic point of view
BOTH:
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
JASMINE:
Or say we're only dreaming
ALADDIN:
A whole new world!
JASMINE:
Every turn a surprise
ALADDIN:
With new horizons to pursue
JASMINE:
Every moment, red-letter
BOTH:
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
JASMINE:
Anywhere,
ALADDIN:
There's time to spare
JASMINE:
Let me share
ALADDIN:
This whole new world with you
JASMINE:
You...
A whole new world
ALADDIN:
A whole new world
JASMINE:
That's where we'll be
ALADDIN:
Where we will be
JASMINE:
A thrilling chase
ALADDIN:
A wondrous place
BOTH:
For you and me!
"A whole new world"
ALADDIN:
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid.
Tell me princess, now when did you last
Let your heart decide?
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways, and under
On a magic carpet ride
A whole new world!
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming
JASMINE:
A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But, now, from way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you!
JASMINE:
Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world!
ALADDIN:
Don't you dare close your eyes
JASMINE:
A hundred thousand things to see
ALADDIN:
Hold your breath--it gets better!
BOTH:
I'm like a shooting star,
I've come so far
JASMINE:
I can't go back to where I used to be!
ALADDIN:
A whole new world!
With new horizons to pursue
BOTH:
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
ALADDIN:
Let me share this whole new world with you
Oh, oh...
JASMINE:
A whole new world!
ALADDIN:
A whole new world!
A new fantastic point of view
BOTH:
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
JASMINE:
Or say we're only dreaming
ALADDIN:
A whole new world!
JASMINE:
Every turn a surprise
ALADDIN:
With new horizons to pursue
JASMINE:
Every moment, red-letter
BOTH:
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
JASMINE:
Anywhere,
ALADDIN:
There's time to spare
JASMINE:
Let me share
ALADDIN:
This whole new world with you
JASMINE:
You...
A whole new world
ALADDIN:
A whole new world
JASMINE:
That's where we'll be
ALADDIN:
Where we will be
JASMINE:
A thrilling chase
ALADDIN:
A wondrous place
BOTH:
For you and me!
Song 2 - Final Fantasy VIII (Faye Wong): Eyes on me
"Eyes on me"
Whenever (I) sang my song On the stage, on my own Whenever (I) said my words Wishing they would be heard I saw you smiling at me Was it real or just my fantasy? You'd always be there in the corner Of this tiny little bar My last night here for you Same old songs, just once more My last night here with you? Maybe yes, maybe no I kind of liked it your way How you shyly placed your eyes on me Did you ever know That I had mine on you? Darling, so there you are With that look on your face As if you're never hurt As if you're never down Shall I be the one for you Who pinches you softly but sure If frown is shown then I'll know that you are no dreamer So let me come to you Close as I want to be Close enough for me To feel your heart beating fast And stay there as I whisper How I love your peaceful eyes on me Did you ever know That I had mine on you? Darling, so share with me Your love if you have enough Your tears if you're holding back Or pain if that's what it is How can I let you know I'm more than the dress and the voice Just reach me out then You will know that you're not dreaming Darling, so there you are With that look on your face As if you're never hurt As if you're never down Shall I be the one for you Who pinches you softly but sure If frown is shown then I will know that you are no dreamer
Song 1 - Edwin McCain: I'll Be
"I'll Be"
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.
[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive -- not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
[Chorus]
And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said
[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life.
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.
[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive -- not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
[Chorus]
And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said
[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life.
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